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Asked my friend to take me grocery shopping
She knows about my cutting, my depression, and my problems with eating. She knows that I hate myself and my weight.
Didn’t stop her from making fun of me the whole time in the grocery store.
First it was “Oh my God why are you buying so many fruits and vegetables? That’s too healthy! Buy chips! Buy chocolate!”
I can’t, if I binge I’ll cut.
Second it was “WHY ARE YOU BUYING SO MUCH CHEESE YOU PIG! That’s gonna go straight to your ass!” She then picks up the package of cheese and reads the nutrition value aloud.
I put the cheese back.
Then, as I was picking out some oatmeal, she recommended the Weight Control box.
Thank you, dear friend.
- Me: He doesn't know whether I'm clinically depressed or if I just hate myself. If I'm clinically depressed the Prozac will fix that in about 6 weeks. If I just hate myself it won't make much of a difference.
- Friend: What's the treatment if you just hate yourself?
- Me: ...there isn't one.
- Friend: Oh.
